I’m sitting in the waiting room, surprisingly calm. I was
expecting to be nervous because this is my first time in therapy and my first
thought was that the therapist would be unforgiving and ruthless as they dive
into my mental state and rip it apart, but when I spoke to the receptionist,
she was calm and sweet. She, the receptionist, Dianna, noticed that I looked a
little nervous, and immediately clocked that it was my first time, probably
because she’s seen many people look the same way, but she did console me by explaining
that therapy is controlled by you. If you want to have a simple chat just to
get a load off, then by all means come down and have a chat, except having a
simple chat requires you to have £150 in your pocket at the time.
I’m not worried
about the money. For years I’ve been working as a Police detective and have
worked my way up to the highest there is before jumping rank and becoming Captain,
something I’ve thought about doing so many times, but always reaching the same
conclusion: I like where I am.
The waiting room
held many interesting items, including an extremely relaxing waterfall that
instead of making me want to go to the toilet every five minutes, is calming my
nerves and almost putting me in a trance like state as I watch each drop fall from
the top into the basin at the bottom.
The door to the therapist’s
office was just down the hall from where I’m sitting. It has been closed since
I got here, meaning either she’s busy with a client, or is getting a shed load
of work done before seeing me. Whatever she’s doing, the surprisingly loud
clock on the wall in front of me was telling me time’s fast reaching my
appointment, with only seconds to go. It has to be right, otherwise people
would get confused, which means in less than five seconds, the therapist would
come out of her office, invite me in, and begin the session.
As soon as the clock struck the
hour, the door to the therapist’s office opened, and she stepped out, smiling
broadly. I stood up and waited for her to come over, where she reached out with
her right hand for a handshake, a gesture which I quickly and gratefully
accepted.
“Hello, Frank, it’s good to see
you.” The therapist looked to be in her mid-forties, with bags under her eyes, probably from the stress of the job over the years. Her hair was tied neatly in a bun, and she continued that professional look with smart dress code: A plain velvet silky shirt, with regular suit trousers.
I accidentally breathed in too
much as I stood up and as I said, “hi,” I blew it all out, unintentionally
blowing in her face, but she didn’t flinch or make a comment, she just stood
there with confidence and just asked if I would like to enter her office now.
“Yes, thank you.” Maybe I was
more nervous than I thought I was. I blame the waterfall for false intentions.
I walked into her office. It was bigger than I expected, but now that I'm looking around, it makes sense it's this big, to give the impression of freedom, instead of claustrophobia; independence; and the modern art on the walls giving the wall a sense of individuality, originality, and openness.
“Make yourself comfortable on the couch over there,” she pointed to the cream leather couch by the wall to my left. In front of that was a single, but just as comfortable looking chair, which, before she sat down on it, made her way to the table behind her, picked up a notebook, a folder, and a pen, then sat down. I mirrored her actions.
“Make yourself comfortable on the couch over there,” she pointed to the cream leather couch by the wall to my left. In front of that was a single, but just as comfortable looking chair, which, before she sat down on it, made her way to the table behind her, picked up a notebook, a folder, and a pen, then sat down. I mirrored her actions.
“My name is Dianna,” she said
sweetly. Oh, she has the same name as the receptionist. “Yes, my receptionist
and I have the same name, and yes, it did cause some confusion at times, but we’ve
organised a strong system to identify who’s who. I call her Dee, and she calls
me Di, because she doesn’t like Dee, which is fair enough, isn’t it?” That was
probably a rhetorical question in order to break the ice, but I blurted out an
answer anyway.
“Yes, I can see why you wouldn’t
like the name, Di,” I said.
“Exactly,” she nodded, “but if it
works, then why change it. We’re so used to this system, if we were to change
it, we would probably unknowingly revert back to the one we have now and just
carry on from there until one of us notices, if one of us notices. “But that’s
enough about me,” that probably was an icebreaker to get things moving. I
wonder if she does that with all her patients. Probably, I don’t know.
“Let’s talk about you. Your name
is Frank, and that’s about all I know, so why don’t you tell me more and we can
go from there.”
“Erm, well, I’m not here to
discuss myself, as strange as that may sound,” I began, tensing up slightly as
I was expecting Dianna to ask why on Earth I’m here if it’s not for myself, but
instead she just sat there, calmly.
“I see,” she said casually, not
making a note, “you want to try and understand someone else, and would like my
professional advice,” she hit the nail on the head first time.
“Yes.”
“OK, well, I still would like to
know about you before we move on, if that’s OK?” she asked.
“Sure.” I realised that I had
slipped down on the leather, so I pushed myself up to sit upright, planted my
feet firmly on the floor in an attempt to keep me from slipping down again, and
began introducing myself to Dianna.
“Well, you know
my name’s Frank,” she nodded quietly, “and I have been a Police detective for
fifteen years.” She pulled a facial expression that told me she was interested.
“I started at the very bottom, where I was working at the desks, filing
paperwork and processing phone calls and making the Captain’s tea when the
person in charge of the desk to the right of me was absent.
“I loved it, but
I never intended staying there. I’ve always wanted to be the second in command.
Not Captain, no. I’ve never wanted to be the man in charge, but only his right
hand man, if you will. I would have tonnes of responsibility, but with
considerably less stress, you know,” again she nodded to show that she
understood. I continued.
“I spent two
years filing paperwork, gradually building up a reputation through my good work
and organising the many workplace parties on important occasions: Christmas,
Halloween, and all that jazz. It was a heck of a lot of work, but I enjoyed
every minute of it, so I didn’t have any aftereffects. I felt tired after a
long day, or a particularly difficult day, sure, but I always looked forward to
tomorrow morning, and I always woke up with strong determination and excitement
for the day ahead.
“It wasn’t long
before I was promoted. An offer came up to go higher, and I took it
immediately. All I had to do was pass a couple of tests, which I did with flying
colours, and soon, in my third year working on the Police force, I was leaving
the desk permanently and heading out. The Captain gave me my badge and my gun,
signed all the necessary paperwork, and by the end of the week, I was stepping
out of those doors on my first official duty as a true detective. I was
standing on the second stepping-stone on my way to the top – or should I say,
to the second rung of the ladder,” Dianna nodded for a third time.
“Over the course
of the next thirteen years, I put my fair share of blood, sweat, and tears into
the force. Sometimes, literally. As I was working my way up over the next few
years, tackling more and more cases, and difficult ones, I have been shot,
stabbed, nearly run over, nearly blinded when someone threw a kettle of boiling
water at me – it splashed over my face, but somehow it didn’t enter my eyes. I
have done so much running after criminals, and caught many of them, and I have
lost a couple of my workmates along the way. Great men have been knocked down
whilst trying to serve justice to those who think they can do what they want
and get away with it. Close friends of mine have left the force due to stress,
depression, they were scared and scarred, and I nearly left myself.
“A serial killer,
a very smart person, went on a rampage through the city, and no one was able to
find any patterns, he had bested us in so many ways, and when we were fortunate
enough to get close, he took us down, and me with them. I was left in hospital
for a couple of weeks, recovering from a very hard kick to the chest, among
other wounds.”
“You’re talking
about the Tongue-tied Assassin. The person who couldn’t talk and with each
murder he committed, he cut their tongue out.’ She shuddered as she tricked
herself into thinking about him again.
“I am,” I
confirmed.
“I read about him in the
newspaper. The journalists did a good job dampening each detail, but they still
left little to the imagination, and I hated that.”
“The situation looked bleak,” I
continued, “the odds were stacked against us, it felt; we lost a couple of good
men. I genuinely felt as if I had reached the end of my career. I thought that
I have done all that I can, but life had another plan, and sitting in a
hospital bed was its way of telling me that it will always get its own way.
Dianna’s only
reaction so far was nodding. I was expecting her to react differently when as I
explained the toughest part of my Police career, but all that she showed was
that she’s paying attention, absorbing every word, and I didn’t mind that. Her
calm body language allowed me to continue, because even though she didn’t have
to explicatively show it, I knew she was sympathising with me. Even though I’ve
never been to a session before, that was the moment when I knew she was a true
professional therapist.
“How did you
catch him?” she asked.
“Like all serial
killers, keeping up with so many things all at once to keep yourself from
getting caught; he made a mistake, and that put us back in the running. He left
some evidence at a murder he had committed whilst I was in the hospital, and
that led us straight to him, and it was impossible for him to get out of it. We
locked him away for life, and things could slowly repair themselves. I took a
couple of days off work, as did a couple others, and when we returned, we were
refreshed and ready to resume our work. We have never seen anything like that
before, and, touch wood,” I tapped my cranium, “we don’t see anything like it
again.”
“How long did it
take before your entire department returned to normal?” Dianna asked
spontaneously.
“Oh,” I had to
think about that one, “about a week and a half,” she nodded as if she accepted
that answer, but it probably was more to show that she understood what was
going on.
I continued. “I
also resumed working my way up the ladder. I had overcome the most difficult
case of my life, and so to give up getting to where I want to go would be the
worst thing to do. I had put my entire heart into that job, but after that
case, I somehow found even more strength and determination, and in two years I
was exactly where I wanted to be. I was right beside the Captain. I have been
there for seven years and I have loved every minute of it. I have built up a
massive amount of respect with the Captain and my fellow work colleagues. When
the Captain’s out of the office, I’m in charge; when he’s in the office, he
asks for my opinion before doing what he thinks is best; and when we’re out and
about on the streets, I’m allowed to enforce what is necessary to make sure
this city is as safe as it can be. I have all the power I’ve ever wanted,
without having absolute power that the Captain has, you know.”
“That has all
changed now,” she said. She was right to say that. Things have changed. I wouldn’t
be here if things hadn’t have changed. “Because of this person you’re here to
talk about.”
“Right,” it was
my turn to nod. “It was about three months ago when he arrived. Well, when I
say arrived, I meant, he came into my life, not necessarily joined the Police
force, except via consultancy. As much as TV and films have led you to believe,
the Police very rarely use consultants. In fact, it’s not recommended to seek
that kind of work because sometimes new cases are as rare as chicken teeth.
“The Police have
all the necessary resources to handle the toughest of cases. Yes, we do get the
odd one that pushes our force to the limit, such as the one I’ve just
explained, but they are just as rare as consultants getting new cases.
“And this new
person was getting all the new cases,” Dianna intelligently deducted. I
confirmed her answer by starting at the beginning, but Dianna caught me before
I could say it.
“I must stress
that I cannot give a true professional analysis of this person if he’s not
sitting in front of me.”
“Oh, I totally
understand that,” I said quickly. “No, I’m just here to see if there’s anything
you can say.” Dianna wrote something down in her notebook. I was about to ask
what that was, but stopped myself when I realised that I didn’t actually have
the right to ask until she brings up the matter herself in a general
conversation.
“You’ve got my
attention,” she said, “tell me about when you first met this person.”
“It was a while
since I met him. Beforehand, I’ve just been hearing about him from my Captain.”
“Fair enough,”
she said casually, “what did he say?”
***
The first day I heard about this man was during a promotional
event organised by the world’s most successful security company. For years, the
company hired all the best scientists they can to manufacture and build the world’s
most impenetrable safe, and they managed just that.
State of the art security system
with incredibly strong metal so thick a tank’s missile couldn’t break through
it, and a number mechanism so random, it’s impossible to predict. The odds of
guessing the 14-digit number code on your first try are so slim, it falls into
the category of impossible. The company decided to test their system by getting
in touch with the world’s brightest minds to see if they could break through
and enter the vault. It was a heavily promoted event, but that didn’t bother
the company. They knew what they were doing.
All the scientists who worked on
the system were accounted for but even then, when the system was online, every
scientist admitted that they understood how it works, because they developed
it, but how to beat it, they have no idea how to do. They set up an extremely
convoluted algorithm that essentially grows stronger the longer it’s
operational. My Captain said that he wouldn’t dare to try and understand how it
works, but he does know that the code used was developed specifically for that
security system. That safe in that event was the only piece of that code in the
world, ever.
It’s self-learns new techniques
to make the 14-digit code completely impossible to predict, no matter what you
try. The only way to do that is via another algorithm, which hasn’t been
invented yet and would take years to do so, and even then, by the time that
rival code has been developed, it might not be strong enough to break the
defences the other algorithm has developed by itself.
Those who do have access to the vault
receives an encrypted text message that looks like a mess of characters. They
have to learn how to read that if they are to enter the vault. If they fail,
then no one enters the volt, ever, until someone is able to crack the code, but
as I said, that cannot be done without a specialist piece of coding that hasn’t
been invented yet. Also, if anyone who isn’t assigned to receive the text messages,
tries to enter the 14-digit code, they have to walk through a facial
recognition doorway which follows the same coding as what’s inside the vault
door. No one can crack and hack into that and make themselves recognised by the
software.
Members of the public were
invited to attend if they so wish and watch as the world’s greatest minds tried
to break the unbreakable, and my Captain went. He said that “seeing those minds
in real life was a treat, but even more so when you see them stumped”. I wasn’t
able to attend due to a hospital appointment. It had been a while since I was
in one of their beds due to the serial killer I told you about, and they just
wanted to check up on me, to see how I was doing, especially considering I’m
still on the Police force and doing a lot of physical work.
My Captain said that he enjoyed
every minute of it, but there was something in his voice that told me he was
saving the best moment to last. Throughout the event, my Captain was standing
next door to someone, who appeared to be studying, analysing, and working stuff
out in his head a rapid speed. He didn’t pay any attention to him because he
was casual-like.
***
“But he was able to break open the security lock,” Dianna stated.
“That’s where I’m
heading, yes; I’ll skip to that part.”
***
As expected, the world’s greatest minds failed at cracking the
safe. It remained unhackable. “Remained” being the key word. When the test was
over, he raised his hand, catching the organisers” attention. At first they
thought he would ask a question about the safe, but instead he asked if he
could have a go at cracking the safe, which didn’t get a laugh, but instead a
silent curiosity. My Captain did say that it felt as if everyone was laughing
internally, but they were able to show some dignity.
The organiser did
say, “this is the most advanced security system in the world. A group of the world’s
smartest minds struggled and were unsuccessful. I’m sorry, but I doubt you will
stand a chance.”
“Which adds to
the reason why I want to try,” he said casually, not flinching or becoming
embarrassed. In fact, he looked pretty confident, which gave the organiser more
of a reason to let him, to see him walk back into the crowd with his tail
between his legs. The more the organiser and this man stared into each other’s
eyes, the more the organiser would allow him to have a go, which they did.
“Very well,” the
organiser said. “Take your time and do your best.”
My Captain said
that he has never seen anything like it before. He simply walked up the keypad,
paused and looked at it for two seconds before putting in the correct 14-digit
passcode. The safe door clicked open, he grabbed the handle and pulled it,
revealing the empty vault. Everyone was mesmerised by what just happened. They
were stunned, including the organiser, which my Captain says is proof that he
has nothing to do with them, because at first he believed he was undercover.
The reaction of everyone in that room, including him, was truly, genuinely,
surprise.
“Thank you for
your time,” he nodded to the organiser, and without another word, he walked out
of the room, and no one has seen him since. My Captain doesn’t even remember
what he looks like.
***
“Our conversation
about what happened that day was on the very next day. That was also the day he
received an anonymous text message. He wouldn’t tell me what it said, but
something told me it was from this man, because of my Captain’s expressions,
but my Captain and I have met him after that event, yes.”
“And how did you
feel at this moment, when he told you this story?” Dianna asked softly.
“Surprise,
disbelief. I trust my Captain; I have the utmost respect for him, but it just didn’t
seem right that someone from the streets, with no prior training with anything
to do with the safe could come in and immediately enter the code. It was hard
to believe, but like I said, I trust my Captain.”
“Just because he
says it happened, doesn’t mean you have to believe it,” Dianna said wisely. “I
can understand why you would say you do believe him, because he’s your Captain,
but that doesn’t mean you have to change how you feel internally.”
“Well, I had my
doubts,” I said, and she nodded and wrote something down in her book. Whatever
I had said probably had quite a lot of meaning in.
“Were you the
only one who knew about this person?” she asked.
“I was at the time,
yes,” I confirmed. “He told me about this strange person the night before, and
he made sure that I wasn’t going to tell anyone on the force until he felt the
time was right.
“Makes sense,”
Dianna.
“It did make
sense to me as well,” I said.
“Was there a
reason why he wanted to mention this person, or was he just bringing him up to
get it off his chest, because something as strange as that does tend to sit on
for a while.”
“There was a
reason, yes,” I nodded, “which is why he was just as surprised – probably even
more surprised than me – when he received an anonymous text message.
“He contacted the
Captain the next day,” Dianna deduced intelligently again.
“He didn’t tell me what was on
the text, though. Actually, he didn’t even say that the text was from him, it
was his reactions that told me just that, and from how he suddenly got up and
said he needed to go out somewhere to meet someone. He didn’t console me, he didn’t
discuss anything, he just left, leaving me questioning things, you know.”
“And how did that make you feel?”
Dianna asked.
“A little frustrated, if I’m
honest. I’ve been by his side for years. He asks for my opinion, I give it to
him, and he then does what he thinks is best. This time, he just upped and
left.
“It does seem strange that he hasn’t
shown that kind of behaviour during your time working with him. You’ve known
him for fifteen years.”
“That’s what was so surprising
that. We’ve built up a solid friendship. We have the utmost respect for each
other.”
“And it all changed when this
person entered the Captain’s life,” Dianna asked.
“Yes,” I said. Then I realised
what she had actually said and what I had agreed to.
“And this man became a consultant
for the force. The Captain refers to him for his opinion just as much, if not,
more than he does you. From what I can make out, he’s a very smart individual
who the force would definitely benefit from, but you dislike that he didn’t
have to work as hard to get to where he is with the Captain as you did.”
I was struggling to comprehend
what she was saying.
“I didn’t come in to have you
assess someone else, I wanted to talk about someone else, this person.”
“Frank,” Dianna sat up straighter
than she was and closed the book to indicate that she was no being serious, “I
have been a therapist for quite some years now. I’ve talked with everybody.
Enough people to pick up every trick of the trade, and I know how to decipher
what people are actually saying in seconds. If anyone wants to come in and talk
about someone else, to give a professional assessment on a particular person
other than who’s sitting in front of me, that tells me that they had this
strong connection, and now it’s either broken or being tested, and you would
like to know how to deal with that.”
“You think I’m the problem,” I
said.
“You mentioned about the serial
killer that you almost quit the force over, and subsequently your dream, before
mentioning this person. If you really wanted to discuss this person, you would
have started with that event where he opened the safe door with no prior
knowledge of the safe or anything connected to the safe. That highlights that
you dislike this person getting to where you are now without putting as much
work as you had into the force.”
I was stunned. Dianna is an intelligent
person, but to jump to conclusions like that before I’d finished telling her
what I have to say, that’s not fair. I will admit that I did feel slightly
annoyed with this person, but it was the way he entered our lives, and what he
did when he was there that made me need to come here.
“May I continue,” I said calmly.
“Please,” Dianna said, becoming
reengaged with my words. “What happened when the Captain returned from meeting
with this person?”
***
He came back happy but surprised. I wasn’t expecting anything less
– why would I? – but I guess it was because you do rarely see him happy, or
indeed as happy as he was. I mean, he came in whistling as if all the problems
in the world were briefly on hold. He walked passed my desk, acknowledged me
with a minute salute to the temple, then walked into his office, sat down at
his desk, used his computer for a minute or two, which he always does. Every
time he returns to his deck after being away for more than a half an hour, he
checks his E-mails, which he gets a load of every single day. After he had
checked his E-mails and found none he needed to respond to, began completing a
crossword.
***
“What’s unusual about that?” Dianna asked, detecting my tone of
voice.
“He constantly
complains that he has so much work to do and no time to do any of it, so
suddenly having time to fill in a crossword was unusual, but that wasn’t
actually the most unusual aspect about the whole scenario I was seeing.”
“What’s that?”
“He hates doing
crosswords because he always says that he can’t complete them. “The clues are
too cryptic for my liking,” he says.
“I see,” Dianna
said simply.
I continued.
***
I watched him complete this crossword in minutes. He stared at it
for a second or two before filling a word in. He repeated that until he had
finished. He placed the newspaper on his desk and resumed checking his E-mails.
The rest of the day went as normal.
We received a
phone call from someone who was suspicious of their next door neighbour. The
night before, he took the bins out and muttering under his breath the lines, “I’m
going to kill you, you’re dead to me, you and everyone you know and love. Don’t
you dare test me, or I will make sure your life be made hell.” After we went
and investigated, it turned out he was practicing his lines for the play he’s
in that night. We apologised for the disturbance and recommended that he
practises his lines indoors if they may provoke suspicion, which he immediately
agreed and apologised to his neighbour, and gave her a free ticket, which I
thought was quite generous.
The next day,
however, things started to get a little weird again. It started off normally:
the Captain came in, said his hellos to everyone in the office, held the
morning meeting, and made sure everyone was doing what they were supposed to be
doing. The moment the meeting broke and we all went our separate ways, he
received a text message which he had to take up straight away. This time,
however, once he had read the text, he instructed me to follow him.
***
“Isn’t that what you wanted to happen the day before,” Dianna
asked me.
“Yes, but let me
finish,” she wrote something down in her book. I wasn’t sure what part, so I
continued anyway.
***
He said we have to go by car, which we did, and he drove me to an
apartment block in the middle of the city. I asked what was going on, and he
said that there was a person dealing drugs from the fourteenth floor. I asked
how he knew that, and he said that he was given the information to him from an
anonymous source. We are obligated to follow up any such calls of drugs if we
have enough evidence suggesting such, unless we get the call after we’ve
already caught the person.
Anyway; I knew
that the anonymous source was that strange person. I was about to ask how he
knew about the drugs being on the fourteenth floor, but my Captain told me to
get out of the car and prepare to enter the building.
I then asked him
why SWAT hasn’t been told, and my Captain told me that he didn’t need to,
because the person wasn’t armed and/or dangerous, just that he’s dealing
illegal drugs under the radar, and have built up a successful business from
doing so.
***
“I Won’t bore you with the details, but it was a successful
extraction. We arrested the man, took him down back to the station, and by
following all the proper protocols, he was sent to the prison for life for
harbouring many thousands of pounds” worth of drugs in his apartment, and
selling many thousands more.
“All from one
text message your Captain received that morning,” Dianna said with a sense of surprise in her voice.
“Exactly. Once I
knew what I had to do, I did it, but only after he was put away, I started asking
questions. I wanted to know how that person – whoever he was – was able to give
him the necessary information.”
“And what did
your Captain say?”
“He said that he
was unable to explain at the moment, but when he can, he will.”
“That sounded
suspicious,” Dianna practically said the next line.
“Right, I was
curious, but if I were to investigate, I knew how many laws I would be
breaking, especially privacy, because I would be hacking into my Captain’s
phone. All I could do was ask questions, but considering my Captain was the
only person I knew of who had any answers and that he would quickly get tired
of me trying to push him for any information, no matter how small, I had to sit
on my hands.”
“Was that tough,
because your Captain could have obtained that information illegally?”
“No,” I answered
without hesitation. “I’ve known my Captain for fifteen years. Whilst this is
the first time he’s exhibited extraordinary behaviour, I know for a fact that
he would never commit any crimes to get the job done. My Captain is a firm
believer in justice, and catching and locking people away the right way,
without playing dirty.” Dianna nodded. She didn’t try and probe me further on
that question, because I knew how much passion I put into that statement.
“So, was it
tough, sitting on your hands?” she asked again.
“It wasn’t at
first,” I answered, predicting the next question.
“When did it
start becoming difficult to remain quiet?” Dianna asked casually. Even though
she asked that professionally, I couldn’t help but detect a sense of interest
in her voice.
***
A couple of days went by without any contact with this person. The
days were like any other normal day. The Captain and I were called to a meeting
about health and safety. It’s something that happens every year, and is just a
basic update on what not to do in this situation and that situation. All you
have to do is turn up and you’ve passed. That’s basically the most eventful
part of the entire couple of days. For the rest of the time, I was stuck behind
my desk filing paperwork.
Ever since I had
a taste of the world outside, paperwork slowly became something I had to force
myself to do, instead of being enthusiastic about, but I did enjoy catching up
on all that I had unintentionally gotten behind on, so that was nice.
However, one
Friday afternoon, when I was filing away my last piece of paperwork for that
day just before my shift ended, the Captain burst out of his office,
brandishing his phone in one hand, saying that we have to move now, because there’s
a homicide about to happen.
***
“Did you spot the key word there?” I paused to ask.
Dianna
re-listened to the conversation in her head before noticing the oddness. “About
to happen,” she said.
“Got it in one,”
I clicked my fingers with enthusiasm. All I heard we have to move now, and
homicide. It wasn’t until after we stopped it from happening that I realised
what he said and what we had actually done.”
***
We raced down the road, with the sirens blaring and the lights
flashing. It was evening – twilight, if you will – so you could see the lights
from a mile away. We pulled up in front of someone’s house in the suburbs,
jumped out of the car, ran down the garden path, and the next couple of minutes
were filled with the two of us trying to knock down someone’s front door.
Once it finally
gave way and smashed against the wall, we ran inside and stopped someone from
committing murder. We found a middle-aged woman tied up against the kitchen
table, crying her eyes out with terror. What had happened was, two friends
decided to have a night in and watch a have a marathon of their favourite
films, but one thing led to another, and a fight broke out.
How it escalated
from an argument to someone committing murder baffles me, but the facts were
right in front of me. We caught the other middle-aged woman in the living room,
sharpening a knife.
She was sent to
jail. It was as simple as that. It was only when I finally walked in through my
front door, sat down on the sofa with my dinner did I realise what the Captain
said, and what he was holding at the time. I’m a well-trained detective; it wasn’t
hard to piece together the facts.
My Captain
received another text from this person, with details of a murder that was about
to happen. Again, I was brought into a scenario that I have no knowledge about.
***
“My job is to follow orders, but from my Captain and higher, not
from some stranger on the other end of a phone. That doesn’t make any sense to
me.”
“So your
curiosity rapidly grew.”
“It did.”
“Did you do anything
the next day, or did you wait a couple more times before acting?” Dianna asked.
I knew if I answered that in a particular way, it would tell Dianna exactly
what she needed to hear and therefore will write down something in her folder.
“I did start
asking questions,” and Dianna wrote something down in her folder.
***
When my Captain sat down at his desk the next morning, he
immediately received a text message, but he didn’t do anything, or say anything
to us. He just continued to sit there and go about his work.
I knew he was
busy, but I couldn’t just sit around and do nothing. I got up from my desk and
knocked on his door.
“Enter,” he said,
and I did.
“What do I owe
the pleasure, Frank,” he said.
“Sir, I know how
annoying this may sound, but I came to ask about this person you’ve been in
contact with. I’m going to be honest and say that it’s throwing me off guard
with you running around with this person. I request that you share that
information as I believe it may hinder my work here at the station and whilst
outside, where it’s vitally important that I know everything that’s going on.”
I sounded
confident, and I stood with a firm posture. I said all that needed to be said,
so I remained quiet, waiting for his response. At first, he remained blank. I
did have this sensation at the back of my mind that I had crossed a line, but
then he stole a fleeting look at his computer screen. His eyes darted from side
to side as if he was reading something, and he nodded before standing up and
walking around his desk, grabbing his coat along the way.
“OK,” he said
simply, pulling his coat on and holding out his hand to indicate we’re leaving.
I was taken aback by his actions, my mannerisms told him that. I didn’t want to
be told that we were leaving, which jolted me into moving and leaving his
office, grabbing my coat on the way.
***
“What are your thoughts so far?” I asked Dianna. She closed her
folder and breathed in deeply as she thought about what to say.
She breathed in
deeply as she thought about her answer. “As I’ve said before, it’s hard for me
to give a professional analysis of this person without talking to him. He does
seem like a very intelligent person. Are you going to tell me that you’re going
to meet him?” she asked.
“You’ve already
said that, though?” I asked.
“I know, and my
opinion of him hasn’t changed. I’m sensing you’re not very happy with that
answer. You’re expecting me to pull him apart and decipher that he’s a bad
person in some way or another.”
I was taken aback
by her explanation. So much so that I was unable to respond properly. Dianna
waited patiently for me to continue.
***
He took me to the outskirts of the city again and pulled up
outside an ordinary looking house.
***
“May I ask why you felt as if you should have stated what the
house looks like?” Dianna asked, throwing me off course slightly.
“I don’t know,” I
shrugged.
“Do you believe
this person is extraordinary?” she asked me.
“Well, I was going
to explain what he did before you interrupted me,” I stated.
“My apologies,”
Dianna nodded, acknowledging that I am allowed to continue.
***
We got out of the car and my Captain led the way down the garden
path to the front door, where he knocked three times. The door opened straight
away, and standing behind it was a teenager. He couldn’t have been more than 16
years old. Black hair, and was wearing a red T-shirt with the periodic table
printed on, and a pair of jeans that have had a lot of wear a tear. He couldn’t
have been any more of an ordinary looking person, yet the Captain has brought
me here to introduce me to the man who is apparently smarter than the greatest
minds on the planet combined.
***
“Smartness doesn’t have to be presented,” Dianna said almost
philosophically. “He doesn’t have to dress up in a fancy suit – he is allowed
to dress casually. How he wants.”
“Oh, I know,” I
said probably a little too quickly. “I wasn’t questioning his clothes per se,
just it was a little hard to believe that a sixteen-year-old teenager could be
as smart as the Captain says he is, that’s all. I mean, he looked a little
young to be that smart.”
“He could have a
high IQ,” Dianna suggested.
“Having a high IQ
only means you have a more powerful brain; it doesn’t help you learn the facts
of the world without having to dig through so much information. Being sixteen
years old, and from what he’s presented to us over the times he’s been
consulting with us, it quickly became questionable how he was able to know so
much at such a young age.”
“You’re right,
having a high IQ does make your brain more powerful,” Dianna agreed. I sensed a
but coming. “But, that’s the point, really. He’s able to retain a lot of
information. He’s quick to learn something that’s brand new to him. He’s
probably this type that needs more and more new information to keep away from
boredom, and he would rather stay in and read a book than go outside to a
nightclub.
“Funnily enough, that’s
what I thought. Well, something similar along those lines, anyway. But when he
invited us both in, things started to get a little… strange.”
“Frank, before
you continue, may I ask you something.”
“Sure?” Paranoid
would have been too strong a word, but I did have my suspicions on whether she
would make another accusation about me before hearing all the facts.
“You haven’t told
me his name, yet.”
“Oh, haven’t I?”
“No.”
“Oh.” A beat of
silence.
“May I ask his
name?” Dianna pushed.
“Yes, you may. Harrison.”
Dianna nodded,
but said, “and you think this is bad, somehow?” she analysed.
“No. Well,” she
can read me like a book. Then again, that is her job, I guess. “It just didn’t
make any sense, that’s all. “It’s just, how many smart people do you know that
has names to suit their intelligence.”
“I don’t follow,”
Dianna said.
“Well, you’ve
got: Theodore, Phineas, Einstein, Newton, Aristotle, Leonardo…”
“I don’t
understand, sorry,” Dianna pushed, “are you saying that he shouldn’t be smart
from the way he dresses and his name?”
“No.”
“Because it does
sound like you are, I’m afraid,” she said sternly.
“Can I explain
what I mean by continuing the story. I believe it will add some context to my
“opinionated accusations”,” I think I should have had more control on how I
said that, but Dianna didn’t say anything, but instead let me continue.
***
He invited us to sit down on the sofa, and we did; and then he
disappeared into the kitchen, only to return with two glasses of drinks. One
with water, and the other with freshly squeezed grapefruit.
***
“And you’re saying that as if it’s weird because…?” Dianna asked,
rolling her pen between her forefinger and thumb, probably getting ready to
write something down depending on my answer.
“Because that’s
my favourite drink. I’ve only just met him and he’s giving me my favourite
drink. At first I thought that it was just pure luck that he did that, but that
didn’t make any sense. If he wanted to play it safe, he would have just given
us two glasses of water, because grapefruit is a very specific drink, don’t you
think, if you think about it, and it’s also my favourite.”
“You’re asking
how he knew that? Did you ask him that?”
“After I had
processed exactly what he had done, I did ask how he knew grapefruit was my
favourite drink.”
“And what did he say?”
“He didn’t say
anything, actually. He just said. ““I brought only one grapefruit from down the
market. I handpicked it myself; made sure that it was ripe enough to be
squeezed to perfection so to keep the taste as grand as it always is.” It’s as
if he knew he would need it even back then, when he brought it. The thing is, I
know when market day is: It’s on a Tuesday, and when we went to go see him, it
was on a Friday. The event was on Tuesday night, and my Captain insists that he
didn’t talk to this person. Somehow, he knew exactly what to buy for when.”
“I see,” Dianna. “And
you believe this does fall into the category of having a high IQ?”
“Well, it just doesn’t
make any sense, that’s all,” I persisted.
“You’ve
mentioned.”
***
Knowing that I wouldn’t be getting a straight answer from him, the
next question I asked him was how he was able to figure out how to unlock the
safe, and he said.
“I’ll explain
that later.”
***
“He still hasn’t by the way.”
***
That was the final question I asked him. I knew that if I were to
ask any more, I wouldn’t be getting any straight answers from him. You would
have thought that for someone as smart as he is, he would’ve been able to
explain how he was able to know so much. I resorted to doing the only thing I
could at the moment, which was to lean back in my chair and drink my
grapefruit.
My Captain said, “this
is Frank. He’s my right-hand man. He’s been on the Force for fifteen years.”
“Hello, Frank,”
Harrison nodded, sitting down on the chair in front of us. He wasn’t sitting
straight, instead he was leaning back, but his back was straight. He caught my
wandering look and explained. “This is the best way to sit if you want to keep
your back in good shape.”
“I heard about
that on QI, I believe,” I said.
“They did,” he
said simply. “That was a funny episode. You’re here to find more information
about me, aren’t you?” he said suddenly. “You were right to guess my age to be
sixteen years old. Yes, I can understand how perplexing it is to see a young
person such as myself helping your Captain. How can I have knowledge others do
not? That I am not willing to one-hundred percent disclose just yet. Your Captain
does trust me, because I proved what I am capable of. I’m confident in saying
that you wish for me to do the same.”
“Yes,” I said
almost immediately. Harrison didn’t react in any way to my sudden actions, but
my Captain did jump slightly. I regathered myself up and said with a bit more
dignity. “Yes, please.”
“Very well,” he
nodded. “But first,” and he stood up from his chair and disappeared out of the
room, heading upstairs.
***
“You haven’t described what his house looks like,” Dianna pointed
out.
“Well, it was
just an ordinary-looking house, albeit, a little bit more organised than some
others that I’ve been in, but I am a Police Officer and I have been in many,
many disorganised houses; it does seem logical that a standard, tidy house
looks pitch perfect, you know.”
“I do,” Dianna
nodded.
“I mean, it has a
kitchen – I could see that from where I was sitting, and it did look
presentable, and there was a chess game on the table in the living room, ready
to be played whenever without having to spend a while placing each piece on the
correct tile.”
“What did he go
upstairs for, or didn’t he tell you when he came back down?”
***
He was only gone for a minute when he came back, with a blindfold.
“You like playing
chess,” Harrison said, turning towards the chessboard. “You haven’t played in a
while, sure, but once you’ve learnt the rigorous rules and strategizing that
comes with chess, it becomes muscle memory; almost impossible to forget unless
you go for years without a single game, but that isn’t the case with you, just
a couple of months.”
He kept a solid
eye on me as he spoke. I watched him watch me, but before I could say anything,
he said.
“You think I’m
analysing you. You think I’m reading your facial expressions, little ticks,
small mannerisms that you’re subconsciously disclosing. You didn’t say anything
about the grapefruit, but it’s your favourite drink. I mentioned I brought it on
the market, which I know you know is on a Tuesday, long before you even knew
about me, and even longer before you would come here, because not even you knew
you were coming here.
“You’ve
acknowledged that and have resorted to trying to work out how I knew without
having to ask too many questions. That’s understandable; you don’t want to
appear annoying to your Captain. He brought you here to meet me – asking
questions is part of that. However, I feel that my answers may not be adequate
enough.
“When I went upstairs, you were
wondering how best to test my abilities, to see if you could figure a flaw in
my logic, or “guessing”, or whatever you would like to call it. I do agree to
play your chess game; that’s what this blindfold is for.”
He tied it around
his head, making sure to completely cover his eyes. Once he had made sure the blindfold stayed on his head, he turned around and with perfect accuracy and
confidence, walked around his house, as if he was able to see properly.
“I assure you I
cannot see a thing. Although my mind’s eye is quite strong. Your Captain tested
my knowledge by asking me to predict what’s going to happen next.” He pulled
out a chair from the table the chessboard was on and sat down in his usual
slouched position. “I did so and won his confidence over. I believe that by
restricting my sight, I will be able to win you over as well.”
I looked at my Captain
for any advice, but all he said was he’s looking forward to the game. I
gingerly made my way over to the table and sat down opposite him.
“You’re going to
play a game of chess without being able to see?” I found myself saying.
“Your scepticism
proves why I need to play this game. It will allow you to see what I am capable
of.”
“So you can carry
on working as a Police Consultant without having me questioning your every
move.”
“Oh, I’m
confident you’re going to do that even after this game,” he said. “This game of
chess is a way to start building your trust.”
“You believe
there will come a time when I will trust you without a doubt?” I asked,
wondrously.
“If I play my
cards right,” he said simply, ‘looking’ right at me. “I know you’re wanting to
play this game, and I do recommend we start immediately as your Captain has an
engagement he needs to attend to shortly. He may need your assistance.”
“There are so
many questions stemming from what you’ve just said. The first being that you
believe this game won’t take long. We haven’t started yet, unless you’ve
already figured out exactly what moves I’m going to make and therefore conjured
up counterattacks.”
“Every game is
different. Every move is an adaptation of the previous; changing the game in an
almost uncountable number of ways. Predicting a few out of trillions would take
a supercomputer many years before any definitive results can be observed. May
we begin.”
***
“And he played flawlessly,” Dianna intelligently deciphered.
“It was as if he
could see. I had to admit, it did look remarkable that he was able to precisely
reach for each piece, move it to where it needs to go, and place any that he’s
taken from me to one side.”
“Sounds like he
was exhibiting strong proprioception,” Dianna explained.
“That’s what he
said. You see, the game went on for about fifteen minutes, and he had gotten me
into a tough situation. It took me about half a minute for me to make my move,
and when I did, he immediately made his, and in doing so, won the game.”
***
“Checkmate,” he said, smiling. I sighed plainly.
“If you didn’t
predict my moves, how were you able to counter them without seeing?” I asked a
bit monotonically.
“When one sense
is restricted, the others automatically increase to make up for that one lost
sense. I blocked my sight, so my hearing increased. From deciphering the
sounds, and my current knowledge of my surroundings, I was able to accurately
recreate an image in my mind’s eye. I used proprioception mixed with my strong
imagination.”
“And high
intelligence,” I added.
“You could say
that.” I wasn’t sure if he was being modest or not.
***
“Come to think about it, that was the first time he fully
explained something to me straight and true. Everything else was indirect and
too cryptic for my liking.”
“I see,” Dianna
said, writing something down in her book.
“You see what?”
“It seems that a
portion of your disliking him comes from the fact that he didn’t explain a few
things. When he exhibited these out-of-the-blue actions, your curiosity kept
building up and building up, and because you gave up asking him because you didn’t
want another indirect answer, that curiosity becomes something more, adding to
that dislike.
“Frank, from what
you’ve talked about, Harrison is an extremely smart person. His age doesn’t
matter, just that he’s a gifted individual with a high IQ. Sometimes, when a
smart person sees the world, he’s blinded by his own connections. He’s making
so many in one go, it can be a little overwhelming, but sometimes they don’t
understand that only he can make those connections. It seems that Harrison
believes that we all can see everything that he does, and therefore doesn’t
need to explain.”
Dianna’s
analysation of Harrison hit the nail on the head once more. The moment she said
that, it slotted into place, as if she forced open a door and let what I couldn’t
see in to the foreground of my mind… but, there’s a problem.
“But what about
the fact that I asked two questions, and he didn’t say anything straight at
all.”
“In his mind, he
did. He probably explained all that he needed to, and you would just
understand. When you gave up from asking, he probably got the idea that you do
fully understand.”
Oh. Well…
“I’ve never known
anybody to be so smart, they don’t explain things.”
“Yes, an
extraordinarily high IQ is rare, but with every gift there comes a drawback,
whether it’s big or small. He sees everything around him, except that the
people around him aren’t as smart as him – no one can know everything, and that’s
just one of the very few pieces of information he doesn’t know.”
“So you’re saying
that I’ve been the problem all along.” Am I misunderstanding something. Should
I be feeling angry? Probably not. Maybe I’m having a little difficulty
understanding the truth.
“No. I haven’t
said anything of the sort,” Dianna defended herself. “You came here because you
wanted to better understand this individual. You believed Harrison was strange
and wondered if someone like me could dive into his mind and tell you his
problems and how best to fix them. I told you multiple times that I am unable
to give you a full diagnosis without seeing him first.
“I also explained
that you disliked the fact that he has become someone the Captain trusts with
so little effort compared to your fifteen years. That makes sense, but by
disliking that, you’re neglecting your strengths.”
Yeah, well, compared
to Harrison my strengths are nothing. He sees so much at any given moment,
leaving me in the dust. Wait, Dianna did say with professionalism and
confidence that I do have strengths, though. I do know mine, don’t I? I mean I’ve
just been working on the force, working my way up to where I’ve wanted to be. I’ve
learnt a lot, yes, but have I forgotten to pay attention to my strengths
because they’ve soaked so deeply into my everyday life, I just do it, rather
than think about what one I need to utilise.
“What would you
say my strengths are?” I asked.
“Well, memory
would be one of them,” Dianna said without hesitation. “You successfully
relayed a long story to me with accurate dialogue and dates and times. I’m
confident that if I were to request more details, you would be able to
accurately give them. You’ve used this to your advantage on multiple occasions,
I trust. Not only is your memory a strength, but you also have strong will
power, and patients, and intelligence of your own; all traits, among others,
you need to be as good as a detective such as yourself.”
“I have been
complimented on my memory before?” I stated. But again, compared to Harrison… “But
Harrison seems to never forget a thing. In fact, it’s almost as if he literally
knows everything. My Captain has called him to assist on multiple murders and
other crimes, and it takes him hardly any time at all to figure out who done
it.”
“And this makes
you feel redundant.”
“In a way, I
guess it does.” Does it? After what we’ve just discussed. Was that too strong
of a statement?
“How many cases
has the Captain called Harrison in to help with?” Dianna asked. “You don’t have
to give me an exact number because I already know that it’s much less than all
what you’ve tackled since Harrison came into the picture. I believe that his
smartness makes it feel as if it’s overshadowing everything else. You just need
to take a step back and look at the bigger picture.”
“What, like he
does without even trying,” I said, just stating the facts. “He walked into a
room one day and within seconds knew exactly what happened, and the next minute
we had the criminal in cuffs. I’ve never known an arrest to happen so fast
after a crime. And another time when he alerted the Captain of a crash that’s
going to happen down the road from where we are. And then there’s the time when
he solved the case before he even arrived on the scene. Apparently the Captain
gave him enough information to work out what happened. He sees literally
everything more than me.”
“That’s exactly
my point,” Dianna pointed at me for emphasis. What did she mean by that? “You’re
angry because it comes naturally to him, but not to you. This is going to sound
cheesy, but you are capable of seeing the bigger picture, because you had done
for the last fifteen years. It’s natural to think about things when someone new
comes along, and I admire your coming here, because otherwise you would have
bottled it up and then would have created more problems than its worth, and
believe me you don’t want that to happen.”
I was right when
I said that I’ve been doing this long enough that it’s become so natural to me,
I don’t have to put much thought into it as I did before. I’ve been reminded to
snap out of that state of mind and think more. Although, I’m not sure if I have
all the advice I need.
“So what do I do,
then? What do I do when he finds a clue and just states it without explaining?”
“My professional
advice is to carry on as you were before Harrison became a consultant. I can
understand the urge to know how he does what he does, but trust works a two-way
street. He wants you to trust him, and I suggest you do. When he makes a
discovery, just go along with it, or if you really need to know, for various
reasons, then remain calm, don’t raise your voice, and have a casual chat with
him. You’ll be surprised what can be achieved with a simple one-on-one talk.”
She was referring to this one now, but her point still stands, I guess.
She continued, “when the Captain
does call him, it’s not because he favours you less, it just means he’s using
Harrison as an asset, which I strongly advise you do the same. Once a professional
workplace friendship has developed, a casual friendship will soon follow. It
may take time, sure, but if you take it day by day, you’ll see that there’s
nothing out of the ordinary.
“If someone
tomorrow came in and proved to be smarter than I, and younger, I wouldn’t be
worried, because I can also use that opportunity to learn more and grow as a
therapist. You can learn more, and grow as a Police Detective. You never know,
you may learn enough that there comes a point when you will be able to solve the
crime before he does.”
“Or before he
gets a good look at it, you mean,” I said matter-of-factly.
“Well, maybe, but
my point still stands and I recommend you take it and use it. Like he said, he
treated that chess game as a way of earning your trust, and I think it’s about
time you started showing some,” she concluded with a stern look.
Her words hit me
hard. I came in here to better understand Harrison, but ended up better
understanding myself. Dianna said I’m not the problem, but I wasn’t making
things better. I guess it does make sense that the reason why I dislike him was
because I was struggling to accept the fact that he’s already so close to the
Captain. That clouded my vision and blocked me from seeing the bigger picture –
all what Dianna has just said.
I have to admit I
am surprised with how Dianna managed to subtly turn the tables. She was stern
when she needed to be, calm when she needed to be, and listened when she needed
to. In fact, Dianna probably figured me out the moment I mentioned I wasn’t
here to talk about myself. From then on, she just needed a few details and
within just one hour, she’s successfully opened my eyes. I’m glad I did come
here. I had my doubts, but Dianna has put right my problems. That’s incredible.
Dianna looked the
clock on the wall. “I’m afraid that it’s come to the end of the session,” she
stood up, reaching her hand out. I followed, gratefully accepting her
handshake. It was a bit abrupt the way our session ended, but if it were to
continue, I would have had to be charged for two hours instead of just the one,
which I had paid for in advance before coming here.
“If you would
like to book another appointment, please come and drop in. I’ll always be here
if you need me,” she smiled calmly.
“Thank you,
Dianna,” I smiled back, my body now more relaxed than before. “I have to say
that you’ve certainly opened my eyes.”
“That’s my job,”
she shrugged. “I don’t want to kick you out,” she continued, “but I do have an
appointment in about two minutes that I don’t want to be late for.”
“Oh, yes, sure,”
and I turned on my heels and headed for the door.
“Did everything
go well for you today,” Dianna the receptionist said, with a soothing smile.
“It did,
actually,” I nodded.
“Glad to hear it.
Would you like to book another appointment?” she asked.
“I don’t think I
need to do that just yet,” I smiled.
“Well, have a
nice day and weekend,” she said, sitting back down on her chair and opening her
notebook.
“Yes,” I said,
starting to make my way to the front door, “thank you, and you, too.”
“Thank you, sir,”
she smiled.
Outside, the
temperature had dropped by a couple of degrees, but it was still nice and warm
enough to need a coat. The city was starting to get busy as it neared the end
of the working day. My Captain is currently sitting at his desk, probably doing
some paperwork.
Just then, my
phone buzzed, signalling an incoming call. I fished it out of my pocket and saw
that it was from my Captain.
“Hello,” I began
the conversation.
“Frank, there has
been a homicide on twenty-third street. There’re multiple witnesses, but the
interesting thing is that all five of them are pointing their fingers at
someone different. Meet me at the entrance of the street and I’ll fill you in
on the rest. I’m going to call Harrison to see what he can do.”
“I’ll be there,”
I said, confidently, happily.
“See you then,
then,” my Captain said, hanging up the phone. I switched the phone’s screen off
and put it back in my pocket. I do understand that it’s going to take some time
for me to get used to the new arrangements, but my talk with Dianna has been
enlightening.
Grabbing my keys
out of my trousers pocket, I pressed the button to unlock my car and climbed
inside, making sure that the radio was on. I just can’t drive without the radio
for some reason.
Turning the key,
the engine turned over. It’s just a basic car, really; nothing special. I made
sure that the road was clear, and when I surprisingly found no cars, I released
the handbrake and started making my way downtown.
THE END
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Antony Hudson
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