I’m lost in my world, thinking about how things would
have been different if I weren’t always nervous. If I had more confidence,
I wouldn’t have to worry about talking in front of other people, such as the
class during my presentation, and I wouldn’t have to worry about asking out
Amy.
I’ve lost count with how many times I’ve tried to go up to
her and start a conversation. I’ve wanted to ask her out for years without
any success. The closest I managed to get was when I said “hi” to her on the
bus going into town, but that’s just about it.
Other times she doesn’t even know that I was there. Because
of my lack of confidence, I’ve sunk into the scenery and now hardly anyone
notices me anymore except my mum and dad, my best friend Tom, and my next door
neighbour, Jake. That sounds rather depressing I know, but that’s how I feel
right now. I guess it didn’t help that I kept myself to myself. Maybe, if I
pushed myself to get out more, things would have been different?
Upon reaching my front door, Jake stepped out of his,
holding a large bin bag full of rubbish from the previous night of partying. He
likes to party a lot, Jake does as he sees it as a way to escape life’s
reality and have fun. He did invite me, but I said that I had to stay in
and study for my presentation tomorrow, but any other time I would have loved
to have joined in and left the realms of reality. Jake’s parties are literally
out of this world as I’ve heard every now and again on the bus or in the corner
shop. There’s no alcohol or offensive music involved as he doesn’t agree with
any of that stuff. He believes that you can have a great time by just having a
simple friendly get together, which you can nine-times-out-of-ten guarantee
that the night will end with one of them laughing their heads off. I haven’t
been to one for obvious reasons, but he always asks me just in case.
“Ah, Sebastian,” Jake said, putting the bin bag in the
trash. He’s of average height, grey hair, and speaks with a voice of someone who’s
many years younger than he looks.
“How are things today?” he asked
“I’m good,” I said.
“How was your presentation?” he asked.
“I’ve already done it,” I explained. I did mine a couple of
days ago.
“Oh, I thought you said you were going to do it today?” Jake
said trying to remember what happened this morning. I usually see him in the
mornings if he isn’t out and about. It is rare that he stays in his house for
an entire week before going off to somewhere else. He’s always going off on
holidays or just a general trip over night. He hates staying in one place for
too long. The thing is, when I or someone else asks him where he went
to and what he got up to, he makes up this wild tale that involves him in some
dangerous situation. My favourite was when some villain was chasing
him in a helicopter and all he had to get away was a rundown car that
could barely keep going. He was pushing the car’s engine to the max. He
knew that he was getting closer and closer to the edge of a cliff, but if he
turned around he would be helicopter bait. Instead, he continued forwards,
driving off the edge of the cliff. The car tumbled end over end. He struggled
to climb out, only just making it before the car slammed against a ridge
halfway down. Now he was in a state of free-fall, but he had come
prepared for this very occasion and pulled the parachute that was
hidden inside his jacket. It opened and he sailed gently to the bottom of the
cliff where he was hidden from view. The helicopter couldn’t reach him down
there. He had escaped for another day. He never did tell me how that story
ended. Maybe someday he’ll tell me, if he remembers what he said in the first
place that is.
Even though they are completely made up, he tells it in such
a way that you can’t help but think they could be real in some way or another.
I did ask him whether he wanted to write a book about all these adventures he
has, but he said he doesn’t have the patience to sit down and write a book. He
likes to go out and live the moment. “The only paper I need to write on is my
own memories in here,” he said rather poetically, tapping his head.
“How was the party last night?”
“Oh, you know, the usual. I hope the music wasn’t too loud
for you.”
“Oh, I didn’t even hear the music,” I said truthfully.
“That’s good,” he said. “So what are you planning on doing
now, relaxing?”
“Something like that yeah,” I said not knowing myself.
“Well, if you are feeling like you want to get away from it
all you know that my door will always be open,” he said. He would always go out
of his way to help anyone in need, be it just a friendly chat or helping
someone move house. Whenever they needed help, he was there, which was really
rather surprising considering he was everywhere and anywhere around the world,
but because of his helping others, he built up a good reputation around the
area.
“Thanks,” I smiled at his offer.
“Well, have a good evening,” he said opening his door.
“And you,” I said mirroring his actions with my front door.
“I’m just about to sit down and watch Pirates of the
Caribbean” he said. “Then I’m off for three days,” he said.
“Awesome. Where’re you going?”
“Paris. I’m meeting a friend there. We’re going to see all
the sights, and climb to the very top of the Eiffel Tower.”
“Happy watching,” I said as he stepped inside. “And enjoy
your holiday.”
“And you,” he returned, which didn’t make any sense since I wasn’t
going to watch a film or travel to Paris tomorrow. Laughing at his joke,
feeling happy, I stepped into my home and shut the door behind me.
“Mum, dad, I’m home,” I called.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Thanks for reading
Antony Hudson
(TonyHadNouns)
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