The morning sun penetrated the curtains, brushing
over my eyelids and waking me up slowly and calmly. I rolled over on to my
back, looking up at the ceiling and feeling the bed gradually get more and more
uncomfortable with each minute that passes, forcing me to climb out and get ready
for the day ahead. As I was brushing my teeth, I couldn’t help but think of the
dream I had during the night. I’ve never had a dream like it before. I’ve had
dreams where they fool you into thinking that they are real, that you are awake
only to find yourself waking up in bed, but that dream was on another level
entirely. I felt the emotions, the pain and sadness, watching the world be
destroyed by these horrific creatures, knowing that I couldn’t do a thing to
stop them, I hope I never have a dream like it again. My brain must have been
working overtime to render all those images, making them as real as possible. I’m
surprised I didn’t wake up exhausted.
After
I had made sure things were in order, I stepped out into the hall. I took a
step towards the stairs, heading for breakfast, when a strange feeling washed
over me. It felt as if something was a bit off. There is something about this
scene that I just can’t put my finger on. Maybe I was still feeling the effects
of the dream? Yeah, that had to be it. If it wasn’t, well, hopefully whatever
it is will identify itself after I’ve gotten a decent breakfast inside me.
Running down the stairs two at a time, I entered the kitchen where Amy was
standing, frying some eggs in the pan.
‘Morning,’
she said without looking up.
‘I
didn’t know you were here?’ I said surprised.
‘Don’t
be silly,’ she smiled, ‘you gave me the spare key.’ Did I? When did I do that?
Amy noticed that I was struggling to remember and so proved that I wasn’t going
crazy by showing me the key. Then the memory clicking back into place.
‘Oh,
yeah, of course I did,’ I chuckled, lightly tapping my forehead in realisation.
I breathed in deeply, letting the smell of the English breakfast fill my nose
and get my appetite ready.
‘Did
you sleep well?’ Amy asked.
‘I
did actually,’ I said. ‘I had an incredible dream, though. It felt so
realistic, you know.’
‘I
do,’ she said, tipping the eggs onto the plate, completing the breakfast. She
handed me the plate, which I took gratefully. We sat down at the dining room
table, a plate full of delicious eggs, bacon, toast and sausages, sitting in
front of us, and we tucked in. It was the best tasting breakfast I’ve ever had.
‘Where
did you learn to cook like this,’ I said through a mouthful. I was surprised at
myself that I was able to speak an understandable sentence without spraying
bits of food everywhere.
‘An
English breakfast is my specialty,’ Amy said. She had already finished her
plate and was waiting for me to do the same, but I was savouring each mouthful,
allowing my tongue to absorb each ounce of every bite to maximise the taste.
Eventually, I had eaten every last crumb, making the plate look as if it hadn’t
been touched.
‘How
do you feel now?’ Amy asked.
‘Full,’
I said. ‘Ready for the day ahead.’
‘Glad
to hear it,’ she said, standing up and taking the plate away, putting it in the
dishwasher. ‘Apple juice?’ she asked.
‘I’d
love a glass,’ I said. Amy poured two fresh glasses, one for her and one for me
and handed me one.
‘Thanks,’
I said, taking a sip. I placed the glass on the table.
‘What
have I done to deserve this?’ I asked.
‘Can’t
I do something special for you?’ She answered with a question.
‘I
never said you couldn’t,’ I said, ‘I just wanted to know what I did to get an
English breakfast, that’s all.’
‘Tell
me about this dream you had,’ Amy said suddenly, catching me off guard. I guess
her changing the subject is answering my question.
‘OK,’
I said. I explained how I was sitting on the sofa, watching the news after I
had just stopped a raging fire from spreading any further by using this watch I
had on my wrist to give me the power to shoot water out of the palms of my
hands. I then went on to explain how I was suddenly teleported to a salt plain
by a crazed man known as Magician, and demanded the watch from me.
Then the feeling as if something
wasn’t quite right flared up again. I stopped talking as it caught me off
guard. I really am struggling to pinpoint what is causing that. It’s not déjà
vu, per se, but extremely similar, somehow. I’m sitting here, and I can’t
isolate what is causing me to feel this way.
‘Are
you alright?’ Amy asked, snapping me back to reality. Man, that dream really
did do a number on me, didn’t it?
‘What?’
I said refocusing my attention back to Amy.
‘I
said are you alright?’
‘Oh,
yes. Yes, I’m fine,’ I said. ‘Now, where was I?’
‘You
were explaining how the Magician wanted to take your watch.’
‘Right,
yes…’ I explained how I had refused to give him what he wants and so he took
things to another level. He performed some advanced magic of some sort, activating
this portal thing in the sky, allowing these horrendous monsters to roam free
and destroy everything in their path. The feelings that I felt in the dream
started to bubble up once more. I felt everyone’s pain, scared, defeated,
lonely.’
‘You’re
crying,’ Amy pointed out. I wiped my finger across my cheek, soaking it in
salty tears.
‘Are
you sure you’re alright?’
‘I’ve
just never had a dream like it before,’ I said. ‘I’m sure the effects will wear
off when I’m focusing on today’s activities. What do we have planned today?’
‘What
happened next?’ Amy asked. Why was she so interested in my dream?
‘I
don’t know,’ I shrugged, ‘it ended before I could find out.’
‘But
what would you do then?’ she asked, pushing me to find out more.
‘I
don’t know,’ I said again. ‘I was in a pretty tough situation. I mean, the
world had stopped spinning, I had lost the fight. There really wasn’t anything
else I could do. To be honest, I’m glad the dream ended when it did.’ I really
wanted to move on to a different subject, but Amy continued.
‘That’s
unlike you,’ she said.
‘What’s
unlike me?’
‘Giving
up so easily. You’re always thinking that there’s a way out of every situation
that the longer you stay at it and preserver, eventually the solution will fall
into place, sometimes without you knowing how you did it. You weren’t thinking
that in the dream, were you?’
‘It
was a dream, Amy, nothing more, nothing less. I can’t control what happens in a
dream. Why do you want to know so much about that anyway?’ I asked, getting a
little bit uptight.
‘But
do you agree that you are the type of person who never gives up no matter
what?’ Amy pushed. She wasn’t going to drop this subject until she gets the
answers she wants.’
‘I
guess,’ I said.
‘So
what would you have done to get out of that tough dilemma, then?’ she demanded.
‘I
don’t know,’ I shouted.
‘Did
you even think about using the watch?’ Amy asked.
‘What
can the watch do? It was a dream, Amy. Nothing more, nothing less.’ Wait, hang
on. How does she know what the watch could or could not do? She wasn’t there
with me. Besides, how could giving me the power of shooting water out of the
palms of my hands help me stop that crazed Magician? The world had fallen down
to its knees, a little water can’t save all those people from those monsters.
Nothing can. And then the feeling as if something was off flared up once more,
even more powerful than before, and it was through that intensity that I
finally figured it out, although I wasn’t sure how it was possible.
I didn’t have the watch on my
wrist. Of course I wouldn’t, that was just a dream. No, it was more than that.
I might have had a dream about the world coming to a standstill, but I have
memories of other adventures in my head:
Finding the watch in my living
room after coming home from college...
Feeling that indescribable
feeling...
The watch attaching to my body...
Hitting the back of my leg on the
side table when Interface appeared in front of me for the first time...
Travelling through the Void to
that Parallel Universe where I met Amy’s parallel counterpart...
Travelling in time for the first
time...
Saving a parallel world from that
maniac in the skyscraper, which later turned out to be a rocket programmed to
destroy the world...
Then meeting and talking to the
one and only Amy and spending time with her...
Saving the shopping centre from
that crazed man...
Investigating that mystery behind
why she saw herself in that video before she even had knowledge of creating it...
Revealing the watch to Amy, then
figuring out that incredibly complex paradox together, creating two new
Parallel Universes...
Then coming in contact with
Magician...
It’s all here, inside my head.
But how can I have knowledge of something that never happened in my dream? That
means only one thing. One mind-blowing thing. I’m dreaming. Everything that
happened with Magician, the monsters, my feelings, were real.
‘I’m
dreaming,’ I said aloud, hoping that would help me process this a bit better.
It didn’t.
‘You’re
still lying on the salt plains,’ Amy explained softly, sympathetically, letting
my brain take in each word without having to ask her to repeat it all over again,
‘the world is in ruins… What are you going to do about it?’
‘I…
There’s nothing I can do,’ I said thinking it over. I held my head in my hands,
mulling things over. What is going on? Why am I here?
‘Why
are you giving up so easily?’ Amy asked. Now we’re just going round in circles.
‘Are
you forgetting all that we’ve just talked about? Magician has won, the monsters
are roaming free without giving a damn, and the word is in ruins.’
‘So,’
Amy said darkly, shrugging as if she didn’t care herself. I felt angry. How
could she not care about the place where she lives being destroyed in a matter
of seconds, everything and everyone that she loves being obliterated in mere
moments? I couldn’t find the words to express my shock and anger. All I could
do was look at her aghast.
‘You
have the ability to do literally everything and anything you want. I know you
haven’t explored all that the watch can really do. If you actually sit down and
analyse all that you’ve done, you cannot tell me there isn’t a way out of this.
All you have to do is calm down, concentrate, and the solution will fall into
place,’ Amy explained.
‘But…’
I said, wanting her to see the bigger picture.’
‘No,
listen,’ she pointed to me to shut up. ‘You were about to give up once before,
when all those skyscrapers were hurtling towards the ground, hell bent on
destroying that world, but you realised that you couldn’t give up, that there
was a way to solve that problem, and if I’m not mistaken, you did just that. So
why can’t you solve this one?’ she asked. I couldn’t answer her. She has a
point, but this situation is on a much larger scale. I’m facing off against
someone who has incredible magical potential, and ferocious monsters that have
already destroyed three-quarters, if not more, of the world, and… No, that’s
it.
‘Exactly,’
Amy said reading my mind. ‘By not giving up, you are allowing your mind to open
up, allow ideas to flow naturally, giving yourself the determination necessary
to do whatever it takes to fight back and win.’ She reached out her hand and
gently placed it on top of mine. I felt her warmth spread through me, her
unrelenting support. Amy believes in me. I can’t let her down.
Amy’s
right. I do have the ability to do whatever I want, however I want it, whenever
I want to do it. There are no limitations, no rules to follow. I don’t have to
obey anything, and when accompanied with my ability to never give up, my
determination to solve anything, Magician should watch out, should be worried.
And how do I have such a strong ability to keep going no matter what? I make it
up. I make everything up as I go along, and by doing so, I don’t have to worry
about whether a plan is going to succeed or fail, I can go along with the ride,
adapting my actions to whatever was happening at the time. By making it up as I
go along, Magician won’t know what on Earth is going on; won’t be able to
prepare for it as I’m always changing direction, always changing thoughts, but
always staying true to the path that will lead me to where I want to go.
Victory.
‘I’m
ready to go back,’ I said.
‘Just
remember,’ Amy said, ‘that no matter how hard a problem gets, you will always
have those around you to support you and help you through it. Always.’
Then
the dream started to collapse. My house was the first to disappear, leaving me
floating through nothing but whiteness, stretching as far as the eye could see.
I could feel myself waking up. I looked around and saw that Amy had disappeared
as well.
And
then, two figures appeared. One man and one woman. My mum and dad. They were
smiling with open arms, inviting me to run forwards and hug them as tight as I
could.
‘Oh,
Sebastian,’ mum said, ‘I am so proud of you,’ I started to cry with joy.
Knowing that you’ve made the people who have supported you happy is the best
feeling in the world. ‘We know we haven’t been there for you as much as you
would like, but we’re never truly gone. We’re still here with you, in spirit.’
‘I
know,’ I said with tears streaming down my cheeks.
‘Your
mum and I will never give up on you,’ dad said, ‘just remember that.’
‘I
will,’ I was lost in their arms, feeling their comfort spread through me. I was
in the last stages of waking up. Only a few seconds to go now.
‘Now
you go and show Magician whose boss,’ Dad said, tapping me on the shoulder.
‘I
will,’ I said again.
Then
they too disappeared and I was left floating through the whiteness, ready to
wake up and return to my body, and win.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Thanks for reading
Antony Hudson
(TonyHadNouns)
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